I've taken considerable gambles on shows, but they're very considered gambles.
Having a think about whether you can afford 'this' or 'that' is a good discipline to have, to maximise what you can achieve to the highest standard.
I am in that glorious position where I can redesign and re-package my own work.
Constrained circumstances can bring the best out of you.
If there's too much of you around, people can get tired of you.
I know I'm in the exceptional position of having money but I didn't have it for many decades.