I certainly wouldn't say that my life is a disaster, but there have been moments where I've felt like that
I make the kind of music I like
I'm a pretty big P.J. Harvey record fan and you can really hear New York in his record
I got a publishing deal with BMG, they were supportive, and some money to record demos
But I can't really say there is too much modern music that I'm blown away by at this moment
I try to make sure that the Buddhism is more or less implicit in the music rather than explicit