If you expect miracles in your life, then release any attachment to the outcome.
Nonviolent Communication by Marshall Rosenberg is a great book teaching a compassionate way to talk to people even if you (or they) are angry.
If you don't go for your dreams, who will?
Your wealth maybe hiding right behind the very thing you are reluctant to do.
Your part in the co-creation process to attract more money in your life is to act on the ideas that are coming to you.
If you don't have some self doubts and fears when you pursue a dream, then you haven't dreamed big enough.