she's wondering how many women are walking around this world feeling the tingling of their amputated wings remembering what it was to fly to sing
Andrea GibsonAutumn is the hardest season. The leaves are all falling, and they're falling like they're falling in love with the ground.
Andrea GibsonRight now thereโs a man on the street outside my door with outstretched hands full of heartbeats no one can hear. He has cheeks like torn sheet music every tear-broken crescendo falling on deaf ears. At his side thereโs a boy with eyes like an anthem no one stands up for.
Andrea GibsonA doctor once told me I feel too much. I said, so does god. thatโs why you can see the grand canyon from the moon.
Andrea GibsonI'm not lookin' for someone who can save me. Life rafts might keep you afloat but they rarely get you anywhere and I've got places I wanna go. So break me in two, peel back my rib cage and cover every page of my heart with love poems you will burn someday.
Andrea GibsonYesterday i carved your name into the surface of an ice cube then held it against my chest til it melted into my aching pores today i cried so hard the neighbors knocked on my door and asked if I wanted to borrow some sugar.
Andrea GibsonForests may be gorgeous but there is nothing more alive than a tree that learns how to grow in a cemetery.
Andrea GibsonAnd we were Banksy on an overpass in New Orleans spray-painting porch lights on the hurricane. We were welcome mats for the un-forgiven. We never sold our windpipes to make a living. We were the letters sent to the wrong address, but opened anyway. We opened anyway.
Andrea GibsonDo you think anger is a sincere emotion or the timid motion of a fragile heart trying to beat away its pain?
Andrea GibsonI thought, "The flowers, save the flowers..." I never thought for a second we wouldn't save the people
Andrea GibsonBut when I thought I hit bottom, it started hitting back. There is no bruise like the bruise loneliness kicks into your spine.
Andrea GibsonI have never met a heavy heart that wasnโt a phone booth with a red cape inside Some people will never understand the kind of superpower it takes for some people to just walk outside Some days I know my smile looks like the gutter of a falling house But my hands are always holding tight to the ripchord of believing
Andrea GibsonI intend to leave this life so shattered there's gonna have to be a thousand separate heavens for all of my flying parts
Andrea GibsonTouch me โtil my ribs become piano keys, โtil there is sheet music scrolled across the inside of my lungs.
Andrea GibsonI know you think this world is too dark to even dream in color, but Iโve seen flowers bloom at midnight. Iโve seen kites fly in gray skies and they were real close to looking like the sunrise, and sometime it takes the most wounded wings the most broken things to notice how strong the breeze is, how precious the flight.
Andrea GibsonYou have a heart of gold and I am kneeling in your bloodstream panning for the only thing that has ever felt like home.
Andrea GibsonSo guess what, if I ever have my own team I am picking everyone first even the worst kid and the kid with the stutter like a skipping record 'cause I know all of us are scratched, even if you can't hear it when we speak.
Andrea GibsonI said to the sun, โTell me about the big bang.โ The sun said, โit hurts to become.
Andrea GibsonIn your arms I forget what the yarn knows of sweaters. I forget how to hold myself together. So if I unfold now like a love letter tell me you'll write back soon. Tell me you'll still come untethered.
Andrea GibsonIt's your worst sin saving your f***ing life; It's the devil's knife carving holes into your soul so angels have a way to make their way inside; Life doesn't rhyme. Still, life is poetry, not math. The whole world's a stage, but the stage is a meditation mat. You tilt your head back; you breathe. when your heart is broken, you plant seeds in the cracks and you pray for rain.
Andrea GibsonOur insanity is not that we see people who arenโt there. Itโs that we ignore the ones who are.
Andrea GibsonThe trauma said, โDonโt write these poems. Nobody wants to hear you cry about the grief inside your bones.
Andrea GibsonBefore I die, I want to be somebodyโs favorite hiding place, the place they can put everything they know they need to survive, every secret, every solitude, every nervous prayer, and be absolutely certain I will keep it safe. I will keep it safe.
Andrea GibsonLove is like sunshine. Sometimes you have to get burned to know you were there. I want to know that I'm here.
Andrea GibsonCause I might be naked and lonely Shaking branches for bones But I'm still time zones away From who I was the day before we met You were the first mile Where my heart broke a sweat And I wish you were here I wish you'd never left But mostly I wish you well I wish you my very very best.
Andrea GibsonI don't believe we're hateful. I think mostly we're just asleep, but the math adds up the same.
Andrea GibsonThat night when you kissed me, I left a poem in your mouth, and you can hear some of the lines every time you breathe out.
Andrea Gibson..when a war ends, what does that look like exactly? do the cells in the body stop detonating themselves? does the orphanage stop screaming for its mother? when the sand in the desert has been melted down to glass and our reflection is not something we can stand to look at does the white flag make for a perfect blindfold? yesterday i was told a story about this little girl in Iraq, six-years-old, who cannot fall asleep because when she does she dreams of nothing but the day she watched her dog eat her neighbor's corpse. if you told her war is over do you think she can sleep?
Andrea GibsonHey, are you a boy or a โ never mind, can I have a push on the swing?โ And some day, yโall, when we grow up, itโs all gonna be that simple.
Andrea GibsonWhat I know about living is the pain is never just ours Every time I hurt I know the wound is an echo So I keep a listening to the moment the grief becomes a window When I can see what I couldnโt see before, through the glass of my most battered dream, I watched a dandelion lose its mind in the wind and when it did, it scattered a thousand seeds. So the next time I tell you how easily I come out of my skin, donโt try to put me back in just say here we are together at the window aching for it to all get better
Andrea GibsonWe're boxed in and labeled before we're ever able to speak who we believe we are or who we dream we'll become.
Andrea GibsonI know this world is far from perfect. I am not the type to mistake a streetlight for the moon. I know our wounds are deep as the Atlantic. But every ocean has a shoreline and every shoreline has a tide that is constantly returning to wake the songbirds in our hands, to wake the music in our bones, to place one fearless kiss on the mouth of that new born river that has to run through the center of our hearts to find its way home.
Andrea GibsonLately I've been thinking about who I want to love, and how I want to love, and why I want to love the way I want to love, and what I need to learn to love that way, and how I need to become to become the kind of love I want to be. And when I break it all down, when I whittle it into a single breath, it essentially comes out like this: before I die, I want to be somebody's favorite hiding place, the place they can put everything they need to survive, every secret, every solitude, every nervous prayer, and be absolutely certain I will keep it safe. I will keep it safe.
Andrea Gibson