He'd made sure i had something old, something new, something borrowed, and something blue.

I will do anything. Anything, Blaire, just to be near you. I can’t think about anything else. I can’t focus on anything. So never think you’re inconveniencing me. You need me, I’m there.

You tempt me. I can’t be tempted. I’m not made to be tempted.

You feel real good, Lana. Makes me forget everything else

This is new for me. I'm learning how to have a realtionship with someone other than Ashton. I made a horrible mistake. It was like a relapse. But you," I reached up and tucked the tear dampened hair that had worked its way loose behind her ear. "You touch a place inside of me that Ashton never did. I feel things with you I never felt for her. I loved her for a very long time. I can't help the fact I still want to be there if she needs me. Next time there is a choice to make it will be you I choose first. I can promise you that.

Sleeping on it didn't make accepting it any easier. It seemed like a really bad dream.

Just hold me please,” she replied. I’d hold her forever if I could.