How do I soothe his ache when mine was a big gaping hole large enough for both of us to fit in?

But Ash, I can't continue to want you from a distance. To love you and not have you. I'd end up in jail if anyone tried to touch you and God forbid you tried to date someone.

Staying with him. Letting him touch you, hold you, GOD. It's eating me alive. You may be keeping Sawyer from hating me but you're only making me hate him

When you find your reason for living, hold onto it. Never let it go. Even if it means burning other bridges along the way.

No excuses; those were just weak.

Talk. We are going to talk first. I want to see you smile and laugh. I want to know what your favorite show was when you were a kid and who made you cry at school and what boy band you hung posters of on your wall. Then I want you naked in my bed again.

You're my existence. I'm yours