Sleeping on it didn't make accepting it any easier. It seemed like a really bad dream.

I don’t want to lose you. I’m in love with you Blaire. I’ve never wanted anything or anyone the way I want you. I can’t imagine my world now without you in it.

I understood that pain was real and sometimes things didn't last. Sometimes you just had to enjoy it while it lasts and cherish it when it's gone.

Last night I'd made love to a woman for the first and last time. It had been amazing and I had a memory that would shape the rest of my life.

I'll be whatever you allow me to be, Blaire. Just don't shut me out again. Please.

I might never breathe again once he walked away from me.

Good because I want you too. Now. Forever. Just you