I'm about my characters.
A lifetime isn't long enough to learn how to make films.
I'm a lapsed Buddhist like I'm a lapsed Catholic. I take it to a point.
I direct, and I make movies I can't finance. I can't raise money. I can't sell anything. I make things.
I don't need to push myself. I don't need to sharpen my own knife and slit my throat. I'm trying to chill it and find an equilibrium and a balance to my work.
With 'New Rose Hotel,' I knew that I was getting paid a $100,000 fee to write, produce, and direct, and that's all I was going to get.