It's hard to be a No. 1 when you're not even No. 1 on your team.

I thought there was a chance right from the beginning.

I'd like to think that on a lot of teams, I'd be a No.1. The thing I do know is that every time I take the mound, in my mind I'm the best pitcher in the league.

It's hard to be a No. 1 when you're not even No. 1 on your team.