Life has now taught me that love for things, like all unrequited love, takes its toll in the long run.

Life has now taught me that love for things, like all unrequited love, takes its toll in the long run.

And the reason I am so nervous is that everything I do now is leading me to one of three possible futures... Which one will it be? Time alone will tell. But still I know that writing this diary can perhaps provide the answer; it may even help produce the right future.

Revolution: Political movement which gets many people´s hopes up, let´s even more people down, makes almost everybody uncomfortable, and a few, extraordinarily rich. It is widely held in high regard.

Perhaps we always want the person we love, to have the existence of a ghost.

The sea is endless when you are in a rowboat.

To be on an island inhabited by artificial ghosts was the most unbearable of nightmares,- to be in love with one of those images was worse than being in love with a ghost (perhaps we always want the person we love to have the existenceof a ghost).