Be warned! From Satan's viewpoint you are a pawn in his game of cosmic chess.
My salvation does not hinge on my emotions. I have an official record. I have the Word of God: "These things have I written unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God: that ye may know that ye have eternal life."
When you choose sin the baggage that comes with it is error.
God does not change us in order to love us. He loves us in order to change us.
Weโre to love people and use things, not love things and use people.
You are free to choose. You are not free not to choose. No choice is a choice. You are free to choose but you are not free to choose the consequences of that choice.