Hey, Hachi People always say that you only discover how precious something is after you lose it--- but I think, you only really recognize it... when you see it a second time face to face. -Nana Osaki

At that time I told myself that I didn't want to fall in love ever again. But that night while praying for your happiness Nana, I thought that despite all the wounds and all the pains it could cause I wanted to dream again, and love someone with all my heart.

As expected life isn't that sweet at all. When I came to Tokyo I thought I could achieve anything with my own two hands. It's not like that. To get something in these hands, I have to fight a horrible fight. But... there's not much time to grab the things you want with your hands. Why is that? And more importantly what is that I want?

That overflowing feeling became love. But I don't sing for Ren's sake. I sing for myself everyday.

But I wonder if there is a place I fit in?

I want to be spoiled like a child. Cry to my heart's content. But I can only suppress my feelings.

That moment I felt a bit like crying. I don't really know why. Nana's hand felt so warm that it even warmed my heart.