Sometimes we misjudge what is possible and what is not.
Whatever obstacles you face, remember you can get through anything if you want to badly enough.
But the world is out there, and it understands that the illusion of knowledge and freedom is not the same as the real thing. Eventually it will fade, and there are those who will do whatever it takes to make that happen sooner rather than later.
It takes loneliness in oneself to recognize it in another.
The afterlife is whatever a soul wishes or believes it to be.
Keep trying until you have no more chances left.