Money is but one venue for generosity. Kindness is an even more valuable currency.

It is not selfish to be happy. It is your highest purpose. Your joy is the greatest contribution you can make to life on the planet. A heart at peace with its owner blesses everyone it touches.

The feeling, "this can't be it", is a very powerful form of prayer. It's the agony of the separated self longing for reunion with wholeness. It's the call of your soul urging you to return to your own path and purpose. It's the force of evolution driving you home. Do not try to deny or override your divine discontent. Heed its call. Knowing "this can't be it" implies that somewhere inside you, you DO know what IS it.

How would I be doing this differently if I were WILLING to let it be easy?

Take care what words you speak that follow “I am.” In so speaking you create your life.

Put aside ambition for public recognition, and simply do what you do because it feels good inside.

To be content means that you realize you contain what you seek.