For years I've wanted to live according to everyone else's morals. I've forced myself to live like everyone else, to look like everyone else. I said what was necessary to join together, even when I felt separate. And after all of this, catastrophe came. Now I wander amid the debris, I am lawless, torn to pieces, alone and accepting to be so, resigned to my singularity and to my infirmities. And I must rebuild a truth-after having lived all my life in a sort of lie.
Albert CamusNihilism is not only despair and negation, but above all the desire to despair and to negate.
Albert CamusIf those whom we begin to love could know us as we were before meeting them they could perceive what they have made of us.
Albert Camus