An intellectual? Yes. And never deny it. An intellectual is someone whose mind watches itself. I like this, because I am happy to be both halves, the watcher and the watched. "Can they be brought together?" This is a practical question. We must get down to it. "I despise intelligence" really means: "I cannot bear my doubts.
Albert CamusAt times I feel myself overtaken by an immense tenderness for these people around me who live in the same century.
Albert Camus...he said firmly, "God can help you. All the men Iโve seen in your position turned to Him in their time of trouble." "Obviously," I replied, "they were at liberty to do so, if they felt like it." I, however, didnโt want to be helped, and I hadnโt time to work up interest for something that didnโt interest me.
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