... man has an idea of a better world than this. But better does not mean different, it means unified... Religion or crime, every human endeavor in fact, finally obeys this unreasonabledesire and claims to give life a form it does not have.

I had been right I was still right I was always right. I had lived my life one way and I could just as well lived it another. I had done this and I hadn t done that. I hadn t done this thing and I had done another. And so?

What is a rebel? A man who says no: but whose refusal does not imply a renunciation.

Always go too far, because that's where you'll find the truth

I am alive again, now that I can no longer stand to live.

Am well. Thinking of you always. Love

how hard it must be to live only with what one knows and what one remembers, cut off from what one hopes for!