... he was one of those men who like to be observers at their own lives ... such people observe their destiny much as most people tend to observe a rainy day.
To die of yearning for something you will never experience
Reasons get forgotten.
Read the flight of your arrow if you want to know your future.
There is nothing that can, in the dark become true
As eight years before, he was leaving ... to rewrite his destiny in orderly fashion.