There was our father, the heart we knew held all of us. Held us heavily and desperately, the doors of his heart opening and closing with the rapidity of stops on an instrument, the quiet felt closures, the ghostly fingering, practice and practice and then, incredibly, sound and melody and warmth.
Alice SeboldBut I know I would not go out. I had taken this time to fall in love instead โ in love with the sort of helplessness I had not felt in death โ the helplessness of being alive, the dark bright pity of being human โ feeling as you went, groping in corners and opening your arms to light - all of it part of navigating the unknown.
Alice Sebold