I've realized that the world is, in essence, full of banana peels - loaded with things that may unwittingly trip an internal wire in my mind, opening a floodgate of fears without warning.
Amanda LindhoutBecause thatโs the thing about the exact moment when you get somewhere that has required effort: Thereโs a freeze-frame instant of total fulfillment, when every expectation has been met and the world is perfect.
Amanda LindhoutI used my captors names every chance I had. It was intentional, a way of reminding them that I saw them, of pegging them, of making them see me in return.
Amanda Lindhout