When I finished the juniors I felt, perhaps for about a year and a half, that everything was going to be the same and that I would be able to go out there and win any match. But it wasnt the case. I struggled.

The day I stop feeling the pressure and I'm just enjoying myself and taking it easy is when I'm 35, asking for a wild card and playing mixed doubles with Arnaud Clement.

When you start off a new tournament, you want to do well.

You have to adjust to where you are but the French are all together - the guys and the women. It's good.

It took me time to adjust and to realise it was not going to happen like it did in the juniors.

When I finished the juniors I felt, perhaps for about a year and a half, that everything was going to be the same and that I would be able to go out there and win any match. But it wasnt the case. I struggled.

I definitely wanted this win today and I don't want anybody to talk about my nerves anymore.