When I'm nervous, I stutter, and I had to keep stopping and starting.

I really thought I was on the way out. My husband Blake saved my life. Often I don't know what I do, then the next day the memory returns. And then I am engulfed in shame.

If I died tomorrow, I would be a happy girl.

Cause I'm a musician, I'm not really good at posing and being a model, like, modeling.

Some people reckoned that I looked healthier when I was bigger but I had terrible skin and no energy.

Basically, I live to do gigs.

I've always had my own style, I've always been different. I don't like to wear anything that anyone else is wearing because it's very important for me to make a statement.