All those who try to unveil the mysteries always have tragic lives. At the end they are always punished.

To mistake ugliness for reality is one of the frauds of the realistic school [of writing]. A hunger for the unknown and an aspiration toward beauty were inseparable from civilization. In America the word art was distorted to mean artificial.

But I lie. I embellish. My words are not deep enough. They disguise, they conceal. I will not rest until I have told of my descent into a sensuality which was as dark, as magnificent, as wild, as my moments of mystic creation have been dazzling, ecstatic, exalted.

Someone told me the delightful story of the crusader who put a chastity belt on his wife and gave the key to his best friend for safekeeping, in case of his death. He had ridden only a few miles away when his friend, riding hard, caught up with him, saying 'You gave me the wrong key!

I sleep with my feet on moss carpets, my branches in the cotton of the clouds.

Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again; and this interdependence produces the highest form of living.

I wanted to remember in order to be able to return.