Life does throw some hard stuff at you as you get older, much harder. But you are more able to deal with things.
I could never dream of being cool.
I really love singing.
I love watching people, and that's what I do; just go for a walk at about 4 o'clock, and go down a busy street, where you see people coming out of school and you get a glimpse of their lives, what they're talking about.
Other people sing in the shower, but I don't.
All I care is that my family, and my loved ones, understand me. Or that they understand me to a degree - I don't understand me very much. And I don't need the world to understand me. That is the most egocentric thing.