I have been to hell and back. I had a very, very bad nervous breakdown.

Girls are always running through my mind. They don't dare walk.

I have been to hell and back. I had a very, very bad nervous breakdown.

I wasn't eating. I wasn't sleeping. All I was doing was cocaine. I stayed awake for about two weeks, locked in my bedroom. I went down from a 142 pounds to 110 pounds.

There is nothing to compare with the instantaneous feedback a singer gets from the people sitting in front of him. That is where it all comes together - all the rehearsing and working to get everything just exactly right.

Songs don't just come out of the air. They take time, but its good fun, too. Maurice gave me encouragement.

Victoria was just as much in love with me as I was with her. We could not bear to be apart for a single second. We were like two lovers shipwrecked on a desert island. There was no world outside our love.