There are some people who fall in love over and over.
But like everything else, love changed.
She wondered again about her inclination to wish for things that made her so deeply unhappy.
She was alive, and they were dead. She had to try to make her life big. As big as she could. She promised Bailey she would keep playing.
How could you cleanse yourself if you couldn’t forget?
She wanted him to see all of her and also none of her. She wanted him to be dazzled by the bits and blinded by the whole. She wanted him to see her whole and not in pieces. She had hopes that were hard to satisfy.