If you can just actually let the character be for a bit, then you get the right sense.
Nothing had happened yet in my life except the need to get out of it.
When you find yourself alone, or in a transition, you dream more. These are also the times when you read books.
Story is about pulling the reader in and a plot is a more externalized mechanism of revelation. A plot is more antic, more performative, and less intimate. When you're telling a story you're telling it into someone's ear.
I can't think of anything you might say about Irish people that is absolutely true.
I do not believe in evil- I believe that we are human and fallible, that we things and spoil them in an ordinary way.