But after he was pleased to reveal himself to me I did presently, like Abraham, run to Hagar. And after that he did let me see the atheism of my own heart, for which I begged of the Lord that it might not remain in my heart.

I desire to know wherefore I am banished?

As I understand it, laws, commands, rules and edicts are for those who have not the light which makes plain the pathway.

It was never in my heart to slight any man, but only that man should be kept in his place and not sit in the room of God.

I conceive there lies a clear rule in Titus that the elder women should instruct the younger and then I must have a time wherein I must do it.

Do you think it not lawful for me to teach women and why do you call me to teach the court?

I have been guilty of wrong thinking.