God, why didn't you make us all dogs?

I have to move away from organized religion. The toxic confusion and anger I was feeling in church had become too great.

Re-telling the Christian story is the essence of my vocation. That has been going on since the Evangelists in one form or another.

You think I live in the past. You don't understand that I actually change with every era, I always have as best I can

I'm always looking, and I'm always asking questions.

I know Christianity; and I know I have to move away from it and approach Jesus Christ on my own. I have to talk to Him directly and seek His guidance and protection as I seek to make my commitment to Him central to my life.

Because," she said, "that is what men would call it. They invented Satan, didn't they? Satanic is merely the name they give to the behavior of those who would disrupt the orderly way in which men want to live.