The answer must be, I think, that beauty and grace are performed whether or not we will or sense them. The least we can do is try to be there.
Annie DillardYou search, you break your heart, your back, your brain, and then-and only then-it is handed to you.
Annie DillardAt night I read and write, and things I have never understood become clear; I reap the harvest of the rest of the year's planting
Annie Dillard