...whatever I ended up doing with my life,I wanted to people feel the way this music was making me feel.

...for the first time in my life, a voice went off in my head:'You have no power over what happens in your life. Drugs dictate exactly what you're going to do. You've taken your hands off the steering wheel, and you're going wherever the drug world takes you.' That had never changed. The feeling would well up inside of me, and no matter how much I loved my girl or my band or my friends or my family, when that siren song 'Go get high now' started playing in my head, I was off.

My guys studied music from a young age and I did not so I think, like, adding the idiot to the table of very talented musicians gave us a unique rub.

Sometimes, out of really horrible things come really beautiful things.

A rock star does not age!

When we get together to rehearse, we could write music together all day long - GOOD music.

My work was done, so it was time to start digging my grave again.