Anyone can pluck a flowertrue strength is knowing how to give it life
May as well leave the door open.
The first two chapters of any first draft generally need to be cut.
I love music, singing, and playing piano (though I'm not very good). And I adore musical theater.
But love is something that has to be as selfish as it is unselfish. You can't make yourself love someone because you feel like you should. Just wanting to love someone isn't enough.
All I'm saying is that you shouldn't stay with him for the wrong reasons, even if they are noble ones. No one owes it to someone else to be their girlfriend. It's a choice you remake every day.