My wisdom is as spurned as chaos. What is my nothingness, compared to the amazement that awaits you?
But, truly, I have wept too much! The Dawns are heartbreaking. Every moon is atrocious and every sun bitter.
I found I could extinguish all human hope from my soul.
Idle youth, enslaved to everything; by being too sensitive I have wasted my life.
Faith assuages, guides, restores.
I wrote silences; nights; I recorded the unnameable.