The judgment means a lot. As a journalist being accused of invading someone's privacy, there is always a risk that it will stick to your name.

I think when you start to get afraid, it's time to leave.

The judgment means a lot. As a journalist being accused of invading someone's privacy, there is always a risk that it will stick to your name.

If I lose, then I have to accept that my way of writing books is not the way society says it's okay to write.

Even in a war, someone has to take care of daily life. Someone has to feed and clothe the children.

If my name had not been cleared, it would have been difficult, perhaps impossible, to continue as a journalist.

If I leave, reality will devour me. Then they will all really be dead.