Have you ever found your heart's desire and then lost it? I had seen myself, a portrait of myself as a reader. My childhood: days home sick from school reading Nancy Drew, forbidden books read secretively late at night. Teenage years reading -trying to read- books I'd heard were important, Naked Lunch, and The Fountainhead, Ulysses and Women in Love... It was as though I had dreamt the perfect lover, who vanished as I woke, leaving me pining and surly.
Audrey NiffeneggerHe looks sad. Or maybe that's just how he looks when he isn't doing something else with his face.
Audrey NiffeneggerNow I wonder if it means that the future is a place, or like a place, that I could go to; that is go to in some way other than just getting older.
Audrey Niffenegger