Time passes and the pain begins to roll in and out as though itโs a woman standing at an ironing board, passing the iron back and forth, back and forth across a white tablecloth.
Audrey NiffeneggerDon't you think it's better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life?
Audrey NiffeneggerHow does it feel? I feels exactly like one of those dreams in which you suddenly realize that you have to take a test you haven't studied for and you aren't wearing any clothes. And you've left your wallet at home. When I am out there, in time, I am inverted, changed into a desperate version of myself. I become a thief, a vagrant, an animal who runs and hides. I startle old women and amaze children. I am a trick, an illusion of the highest order, so incredible that I am actually true.
Audrey NiffeneggerWhat are you doing?" Nothing. Breaking and entering. Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain.
Audrey NiffeneggerThere was only the cemetery itself, spread out in the moonlight like a soft grey hallucination, a stony wilderness of Victorian melancholy.
Audrey NiffeneggerWe didn't think the library was funny looking in it's faux- Greek splendor, nor did we find the cuisine limited or bland, or the movies at the Michigan theater relentlessly American and mindless. These were opinions I came to later, after I became a denizen of a City, an expatriate anxious to distance herself from the bumpkin ways of her youth. I am suddenly consumed by nostalgia for the little girl who was me, who loved the fields and believed in God, who spent winter days home sick from school reading Nancy Drew and sucking menthol cough drops, who could keep a secret.
Audrey Niffenegger