My life is in shambles. It is crazy. It couldn't get any crazier. I'm just trying to stay sane.

I'm not afraid to be lonely at the top.

I've always played for the acceptance of my godfather (Willie Mays) and father (Bobby Bonds).

I'm a very private person. My life story isn't for everybody.

I think everyone needs to be a role model, period.

I don't want to be a Major League coach.

I don't sign for white people.