Where to look if you've lost your mind?
I fix what's broken - except in the heart.
Prufrock had measured out his life with measuring spoons; Dubin, in books resurrecting the lives of others.
Children were strangers you loved because you could love. If they gave back love when they were grown you were ahead of the game.
First drafts are for learning what your story is about.
The whole history of baseball has the quality of mythology.