Writing is always a solitary experience, but living, if you're lucky, is not.
We can understand the science of what makes a heart beat, but we can never stop it from breaking.
I was always in complete control of everything in my life and I was just so tired of having to do that alone. Not that I wanted someone else to take over my life for me or tell me how to do things, but when you're the only one accountable for everything, that can get old.
I think things ultimately work out the way they're supposed to, even if it's not always the most comfortable, cushy way.