Everyone wins when a leader gets better
Many leadership problems are driven by low self-awareness.
You are the most difficult person you will ever lead.
I can write about prayer, you can read about prayer, but sooner or later you have to fall to your knees and just plain pray. Then, and only then, will you begin to operate in the vein of God's miracle-working ways.
If there is ever a time crying out for courageous leadership, its now.
I can usually sense that a leading is from the Holy Spirit when it calls me to humble myself, serve somebody, encourage somebody or give something away. Very rarely will the evil one lead us to do those kinds of things.