It is not the temptations you have, but the decision you make about them that counts.
Be assured that there is no sin you have ever committed that the blood of Jesus Christ cannot cleanse.
You can receive Christ into your heart, and he can bring joy, and a thrill, and glory such as you have never known - if you will give your life to him.
I would not want to live in any other period.
Heaven is real and hell is real, and eternity is but a breath away.
Don't be a half-Christian. There are too many of such in the world. The world has a profound respect for people who are sincere in their faith.