The band has always been such a huge part of my life and it kept me very busy. That, in combination with something like running a record label, just means my whole life revolves completely around metal music and I can't do that anymore.
Blake JuddHate walks hand in hand with hate, and black metal especially is a genre that is full of white power bands.
Blake JuddBeing an evil dude: You create this false identity of who you really are and hide behind that as a means to deal with your peers and to hide behind your social awkwardness and inabilities and inadequacies.
Blake JuddIt's easy to gravitate toward something negative as opposed to something positive, especially if you're an outsider.
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