Most people are extras in their own movie.
It's impossible for me to lose because I won't quit!
The forces you are struggling with, that you feel are holding you back - are illusions. They are not real - they never have been. See only the good that you desire in your mind.
I will meet the world's demands and win!
If you can envision it, you can have it!
What do you really want? Sit down and write it out on a piece of paper. Write it in the present tense.