You can HAVE, DO or BE, anything you want! It's a choice and it's YOUR CHOICE.
What do you really want? Sit down and write it out on a piece of paper. Write it in the present tense.
You're either living in the problem or you're living in the solution
Discipline is giving yourself a command and following it up with action
Where does she get all the energy? Where does he get all the energy? Nobody GET's energy. Everybody releases energy.
You never die from a snake bite, you can't be unbitten it's in the way, what continues to pour through you long after the bite has taken place.