I scarcely know the meaning of your question; much less can I answer it.
If there is a God, whence proceed so many evils? If there is no God, whence cometh any good?
A man content to go to heaven alone will never go to heaven.
As far as possible, join faith to reason.
Contemplate the extent and stability of the heavens, and then at last cease to admire worthless things.
He who has calmly reconciled his life to fate, and set proud death beneath his feet, can look fortune in the face, unbending both to good and bad; his countenance unconquered.