I drew my strength from fear. Fear of losing. I don't remember the games I won, only the games I lost.
I don't know how many millions of photographs have been taken of me.
So this is it. Match point for eternity.
Where do you go when you're the best in the world? What's next?
When you are thrown onto the stage at 17 in such an enormous way, it becomes living on the edge because every step you take, every word you speak, every action you do becomes headline news. And it became, for me, life or death.
Girls are a distraction and can easily cost points.