Thats the hard part about sport: as men we havent started to be in our prime, but as athletes we are old people. I needed support. I lost trust and did stupid things.

I drew my strength from fear. Fear of losing. I don't remember the games I won, only the games I lost.

I go to London, my favourite city in the world, and I feel at home.

I don't know how many millions of photographs have been taken of me.

I haven't lost a war. No one got killed. I just lost a tennis match.

For a year, I had all sorts of weirdos coming on to me.

I want to be a hero, a small and good kind of hero, even though I know heroes have very short lives.