When I was a child, I had posters of James Dean in my room. I was a big admirer of his work and was fascinated by him living on the edge. Looking back, my life was kind of the same.

Does anyone ask their parents how they are conceived?

I want to be a hero, a small and good kind of hero, even though I know heroes have very short lives.

Thats the hard part about sport: as men we havent started to be in our prime, but as athletes we are old people. I needed support. I lost trust and did stupid things.

For a year, I had all sorts of weirdos coming on to me.

I don't know how many millions of photographs have been taken of me.

So this is it. Match point for eternity.