No man knows till he experiences it, what it is like to feel his own life-blood drawn away into the woman he loves.

No man knows till he experiences it, what it is like to feel his own life-blood drawn away into the woman he loves.

With his long sharp nails he opened a vein in his breast. When the blood began to spurt out, he took my hands in one of his, holding them tight and with the other ceased my neck and pressed my mouth to the wound so that I must either suffocate or swallow... Some of the...Oh my god…my god What have I done?

And then away for home! Away to the quickest and nearest train! Away from this cursed land, where the devil and his children stil walk with earthly feet!

Loneliness will sit over our roofs with brooding wings.

And so we remained till the red of the dawn began to fall through the snow gloom. I was desolate and afraid, and full of woe and terror. But when that beautiful sun began to climb the horizon life was to me again.

Yes, there is some one I love, though he has not told me yet that he even loves me.