I loved music, but I found myself at the point where I wanted to die. I didn't care about life.

I've had a big heart my whole life; all the Korn fans know that. A lot of people told me that I was different.

I think I hit the bottom when my wife left me while I was on the road.

These dudes were 30 years old, and they would compete about getting the best chick. That came before their friendships. Some of them treat women like they're objects. I never felt like that.

I'm real excited. I'm so blessed to have so much peace and joy inside. I just can't keep quiet about it.

It just broke my heart, and I had to get away from it. I love them to death, but they know how bad it got. It's not their fault, but I couldn't do that any longer.

I loved music, but I found myself at the point where I wanted to die. I didn't care about life.